Can you be at peace with uncertainty? If not, then you are likely suffering. Ego wants to know exactly how things will unfold. The soul knows that you came here for all of you to learn through your choices. As you flow with each other, those choices result in unknowns and unforeseens. This can cause frustration and even dismay until you see it for the dance it is. Be creative and flexible. In this way, you are part of the flow. You may need to make a side-step here, a back-step there now and then, but the trajectory of the dance is ever onward, and oh, when you are in the flow, the peace comes in knowing that there is Joy in creating. When the ultimate is known: “I AM … beyond the story, beyond the back and forth and up and down”, all is well.
You are so very loved.
We lost our “adopted” son almost 2 years ago. I have been meditating for a year now. While my husband feels that he has had connections with him, I have not. I have been hesitant to ask for a sign. I am afraid of receiving nothing. Last night, while meditating, I was talking over the things we could pick. I held my hand out, like holding them all in my hand, and out of frustration, I shook my hand and then opened it, as if I was rolling dice. I said “take your pick!” Dice that was it. Ok
Today I was in a thrift shop, when I all of a sudden remember I should be aware. I looked to the shelf, on my left, and there was a bag of dice!!!
I am so happy and look forward to that being our sign. I took a picture, if you want to see.
When it all boils down, what I’m upset with is the uncertainty of our laws, and the future. I want to know what will happen, and if it’s something I don’t like, I want to change it. I know that’s ego, but it feels apathetic to not try changing the future. I’d be less frustrated if I let things happen, but at the same time there’s real issues that need to be spoken about. I know I can be at peace with the uncertainty while speaking up. It’s going to take time though.