To always think the worst is a habit. It comes from programming. This is the human way, for to see all negative outcomes is a self-protective measure. But you are not only human. See also from the soul’s more expansive, less limited perspective. Harness the awareness that at a deeper level anything is possible. Yes, whilst in human form you may not have control, but you can direct your thoughts to limitless possibilities and flow.
You are so very loved.