Death. You fear it and do everything in your power not to think about it until one you love crosses the veil before you. Suddenly, you no longer fear death. You long for it. But not really. What you want is release from suffering. What you want is your old life back. What you want is to be with your loved one again. What you want is change. You do not really want death, for within you is LIFE. Within you is the breath of life which pulls you ever onward, ever upward toward greater experiences of love. These await you whether here or in the hereafter. Trust the process. Grief comes and goes in waves. Sorrow comes and goes in waves. And in between? Beneath it all? The unchanging Joy of being Love In Full Expression. Death comes to all eventually. In the meantime, live fully. Love what is: The very fullness of being.
You are so very loved.
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❤ this! Sometimes it’s hard to be in both dimensions. I long to know more of where we are going, but I know He wants me to be of service here. I so admire the rituals you have created to connect on a daily basis. I yearn to learn more! Looking forward to Sedona in March of 2022!
I feel this everyday after our loss of our son. ?I am wondering if you give online readings or phone? I have tried to find ways to connect with him every moment from the moment I was told he passed oct 20 2020.
It is so hard when my only son is the one who crossed the veil.
There is a new affiliate group with Helping Parents Heal for those whose only child has crossed. Please check it out.
What I long for is realization of my potential. I know it, but I haven’t learned it. I haven’t accessed all of my capabilities. I know it will all come with time, but oh how much I wish I could do more. Mainly to speak with my Grandma. I have full awareness of her presence, and I can ask her for comfort and guidance. I haven’t had a ‘conversation’ though. I haven’t communicated clearly yet.
There’s a land of crystal clarity, that I know I’m going to. How I get there, time will tell.
You summed it up so accurately and beautifully. I feel like I’m just living (really okay) with grief. Of course some days are better than others! I’ve learned that the waves are temporary even if recurring. That’s been a big help. Also just knowing that the grief is only a reflection of all the love – and the love never dies. Thank you for these daily reminders. They really help! Loads of love to you.
Well…not exactly in agreement with that idea. I have had loved ones pass and are happy for them. I carry no grief or sorrow. They are fortunate to have completed their contract. I have always felt like I don’t want to be here. Like I lost a bet. Or have you ever seen one of those movies where the guys carry their buddy out in his bunk while he is sleeping? And he wakes up outside somewhere. I think maybe while I was sleeping the angels said…OH, he is going into human form alright! Next thing… here I AM that I AM. You ever see that shirt that says “sorry I’m late, I didn’t want to come”? I’m going to get one says, sorry I am here, I didn’t want to come. LOL! I remember having a conversation 30 yrs ago with my pops. He was saying; when you die that’s it. They toss you in the ground, it’s all black and you’re done. I told him I know there is more on the other side and I can’t wait to get there! That being said, I have no intentions of taking my own life. Having been close to death a couple of times I would say I am not afraid but there is this self preservation thing that kicks in. Makes you want to fight. So, maybe I’m not as ready as I think or it’s just a natural human response. However, you are correct that we all get to take our turn. So do try to enjoy the ride. Be the light.
I have been suffering from grief for almost 2 years since my husband of over 50 years of marriage passed through the veil. I lay in bed last night & asked for help to move on. This Awakening was the first thing on my phone today. I’m doing the mediumship meditation as I have always sensed things. It helps me to relax and feel joy. Thank you.
Grateful.
My heart goes out to everyone who has lost a loved one in the comments. I just lost my beautiful man after 60 years together. I so long to be with him and do not fear death but also know I still have something to fulfill in my contract at this incredible time on earth. I have been trying to cross the veil with no success but know it will be given when the time is right. Sending peace and love. Thank you Suzanne for Sanaya’s enlightening messages.?
You are still here for a reason. One kind word to another is all it takes some days. We surround you with strength, courage, love, and a clear connection with your man.
I called out to Sanaya for help a couple days ago. I have been blessed with an answer in this message. You all have my gratitude. Thank you.
I love how that works!
I lost my husband of 60 years on January 12th 22. He suffered for many years,
I cared for him at home all the time . The last 4 days ,my 2 daughters come and assisted me, so he could pass over in his own bed, with me by his side.
1 day before ,he said don’t be sad, be happy vor me! And we are, but we miss him !!! We definitely do not want him back the way he was.
A few hours before he took his last breath, his beloved grandmother came to see him . With a beaming face he said: grandma, you are here, you are here.
I very much regret my reply. I am not your grandma, I am your wife. I could have lernt a bit more. Still he was happy and so was I . He was 87 .we are all glad, he is no longer suffering.
I myself will be 80 in March. Now is my turn to nurture myself and make the best of the time I have left. I am going to fly over the Antarctic February the 5 th, God willing.
Suzanne I love you and all you do .????
What a beautiful account, Ingrid. All is well, and you are living life to the fullest. Blessings.