All of your efforts to connect with spirit are cumulative. Do not give up because you think you are making no progress. You are clearing away clouds as you go, allowing more sunshine to peek through. You are far more than the physical body. The body arises within a circulating field consisting of patterns of energy and information you may call consciousness. Now go to the core at the center where there are no patterns, only stillness. This is where you meet all the other sentient patterns as they arise from their core which is the one and only center. It is the clouds that keep you from accessing other patterns, so keep on, dear one. Clear the clouds and find the silence until who and what you seek stands out.

You are so very loved.