When things do not go as you wish, what do you do? Do you resist, shut down, balk, sulk, cry, moan, complain, withdraw? This is the human way. You might blame it on the programming, and there would be much truth in this. And yet, you are both human and the light of awareness. Oh, how often does the light get clouded over by the programming! Search for the light in the darkness and when you find it, simply be. Efforting to overcome human behaviors often leads to more of the same. Rest as the light. Rest. Refueling is not always instantaneous.
You are so very loved.
So true and beautiful. Thanks Sanaya and Suzanne! <3