Precarious. The word means that something is seeking balance but could tip out of alignment quite easily. This is the nature of life in your present human form, and you know it. Do not fear. There is a natural impulse that keeps you walking on the balance beam. Watch a gymnast. They are focused, clear-headed, and aware of the present moment. There you have it, dear one, yet another recipe for remaining in alignment with your True Nature.
You are so very loved.
It is the essence of the human condition to fear when surroundings are in fact precarious in your understandings. But know those are only your understandings in human mode.
The heart knows much more and the human must turn to the heart to allow the humanness to dissipate its anxieties. Step aside from your situation so that you give yourself the heart view before going to some unknown decision made in a “rage of passions.” Be 10O% true to your heart-Self, thereby to others. It’s a positive way to stay stable/sane in this wacky search for the balance that you (first and foremost) need.