Can you wait until the time is just right? How do you know when that is? There is a part of you that wants it now, now, now … that wants to rush and perhaps even get it over with. And there is a part of you that has already set the right time to move forward with your plans and can wait patiently for what needs to unfold for all to happen in the best possible way. That over-eager part has a completely different feel than the patient one, does it not? The difference is a knowing. You are experiencing the difference between ego and soul. Trust the soul. Be patient with the ego, but do not give in to its urging. The soul knows better, and you know you can trust it. All is well. You are so very loved.
See “There is a part of you that wants it now, now, now”. ….Be patient with the ego, but do not give in to its urging. BUT the thing is, i am not presently patient with the ego. I am angry. Anger does encourage impatience while at the same time highlighting the option of lashing out. At this moment i cannot say which reality will be the chosen one. I am angry. Its MY anger… i better damnwell pick the right road because this anger could het me in a lot of trouble. The option i see at the moment just doesn’t cut the anger. So i gotta wait and waiting brings anger. It is me that is angry. It is MY problem. It is MINE to solve. Then, and only then can i properly deal with that which brought my anger to the forefront… but has so far been kept muted. It won’t stay muted. I won’t let it stay muted. But i gotta wait. Geez! My eyes feel like they are looking out of my forehead with an intensity born of anger. But i gotta wait. Gotta wait ,,,gotta wait.
Post Script to my above previous comment:
Please let me be clear – I am not angry about anything regarding this site nor toward anyone associated with it.
I should have made that clear earlier. 🥴
Open up to God / Spirit and let them guide you out of your anger.
God bless and guide you.