Until Now

Until now you have been unable to do something you
wanted to do.  Until now you have
failed.  Why is that?  What have you been telling yourself until
now?  Who have you been blaming your lack
upon until now?  What has to change
before you stop saying “until now?”  If
the answer to this question focuses on someone outside of yourself, then
prepare yourself to continue saying, “until now.”  If you are willing to look deeply at your
thoughts and actions and make a change, then you are ready to adopt a new
phrase, looking at the past as you say:  “until
then.”  And now?  And now the fun begins.