You have not made your mind up yet. The jury is still out. Your decision could go either way. If you are truly in touch with your inner world, there is no decision to make. It is already made at the deepest level. You are wavering, wondering. No! You already know. The wavering comes from fear, doubt, and lack of trust in this inner knowing. Trust, act, know. Trust, act, know you can trust. This is the cycle to repeat until you no longer waver.
You are so very loved.
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Dear Suzanne,
I only first saw you on Michael Sandler’s Inspire Nation a little while ago and again last night. I just love you and cannot thank you enough for all you give, share, teach and more. I have been on the “Spiritual Path” since I was very young and now at 65, I still cannot get enough from Beautiful Souls as yourself. I cannot wait to “dive” into your website and all it has to offer. Your story is remarkable and we are so blessed to have you. Yes, I still “waver”, but work at that each day and am so grateful for all the blessings and gifts we have been given and are innate!! Thank you Suzanne! Abundant Blessings to you and yours, much love and light eternally!!!
You’re welcome, Theresa, and welcome! :-)
Thank you Suzanne, this is exactly what I needed to hear today. I had a conversation with myself this morning wondering if I can really do mediumship and maybe I can’t and maybe it’s not for me. I get evidence most of the time but it’s minor!! Thank you Thank you Sanaya too. Xxx
The message in this posting is highly relevant for me currently; I am wavering, and mostly due to my fundamental Christian background. I’m troubled when it comes to conversations with departed spirits and the biblical concern regarding necromancy. I try to have an open mind on paranormal matters, but my default gets in the way.
Have you encountered such resistance before, and how do you advise?
Bob
Hi Bob – You’re well on your way thanks to being open minded and questioning. Self-inquiry is so helpful. Now set the intention for the personal experience of a greater Truth than what you have been told by ANY others, including these messages. “Who Am I?” “What is this Intelligence we call God?” These are good places to start. See my video “SIP of the Divine” for a good way to ask these.
This is so true for me right now as I mull over a potential job offer. Thank you. I so enjoy your daily messages.
Thank you for the push. I do know! I have already had so many experiences of contact of the other side. How could I have weakened after I have lived there! I know the other side is there and I have touched it and been with it often years ago when Dick died and even before. Thank you for reminding me.
The “Wisdom Within” cannot be “figured out”‘ . It just IS….
In meditation on Sunday morning,at that point of “wavering”, I began to observe the mind taking action as the “Controller” .
“Drop this…drop that…breathe…giving directives in order to reach a “place” . As I observed this I had a realization that “mind/intellect ” will always take me just to this point of “WAVERING” . in an attempt to ” get there “…! To get to the Unknown from the known . It was then I was shown / sensed fear. The fear. was blocking the way . and then I heard “TRUST” ….and right now as I write this out…I hear ” Your SELF… ” !
All my life I have prided myself on my ability to “figure it out” .
I have worked hard and strived to present myself as “so smart”…! If I got good grades , I won the attention of my father. If I was a good girl, and followed the rules, I might be praised by him as an examp!e for my 7 other siblings .(they probably hated me in those displays rather than been inspired )…!
I’d get up early every morning and ride my bike to go to mass before school . This was another tactic I employed. to “impress him”
To look ” holy” in his eyes , as he was a “God loving ” man.in my perception.
So where I am going here is , my choices were motivated by a desire to be recognized , attended, known and therefore LOVED.
But….TRUSTING My SELF ….was clearly not my aim not even considered or thought of !
I see with clarity ,NOW, that I have relied heavily upon an external authority to be ” known ” .It is no wonder that ” wavering” occurs.
Now to return to my experience on Sunday, After observing all this, I had a moment of inner laughter as I realized my dependence on that which is “not able to provide any more than fear and wavering..is really not so ” bright” intelligent after all. This is not a shaming here at all but a seeing me with a compassionate heart . What I was seeking is and has been within and eternal …always ! Is UNWAVERING
So , yes, observing is a gift and a step closer to ” Dropping into the Unknown ” knowing I can TRUST MY SELF! I am UNWAVERING…that I am !