You go on vacation to get away from it all. Whilst in that vacation state you change your role for a while. You relax. You have fun. You try new things, and then, it is back to the rat race. It can be like that in day to day life if you are in the habit of meditating. For a while you take a vacation into the silence. It is peaceful. It is pleasant. You have adventures in consciousness. Do you not yet realize your entire LIFE is an adventure in consciousness? What if you did not see meditation as the only time you find peace and commune with your guides? There need be no back and forth. Find your center moment by moment and may the adventures and peace continue.

You are so very loved.