You never know when your life will change.  It can change in an instant or slowly over time.  “I will never go back to that,” or “I could never see myself doing that,” are phrases you may come to laugh about saying.  Life is about change.  What do those changes have to teach you?  You are impermanence itself … an ever-ongoing ebb and flow of events and growth.  How have you grown in the last year?  In the last day?  Time exists to show your growth, to make you aware of change.  Embrace the movements of change and time.  Get into the flow instead of rowing against it.  Put your oar in the water and see how different it feels to do both.  You don’t know how to handle change?  Surrender to be carried by the currents of life and ask your higher self what you need to know now.