Hide and Seek.  It is a game you played as a child.  You knew that what you were seeking was there somewhere.  The delight was in the finding, but was it not also in the delightful anticipation whilst seeking?  It is the same on the spiritual path.  You know that what you are seeking is there.  You even know its identity.  The joy, the fun, the delight is in seeking that which you already know, that whom you already know.  Enjoy the game, the search, the delight.  Enjoy those who search alongside you.  Be aware, that just as in the game of Hide and Seek, at times it is you who are hiding.  It is all a game.  Do not take it too seriously.