Your guides and your higher self are doing their best to protect you from your ego-self. You say you don’t notice, but you do. You notice when things don’t go as you would like. You notice when you try to do something, pushing every button, pulling every string, growing ever more frustrated, and still you hit a wall. What is going on here, you wonder, when the message could not be more clear. “We are trying to keep you from having regrets,” is what these events would say if they could speak. Expand your perspective when things don’t go your way. Could there be a better way? Is Intelligence at a higher level saving you from pain or embarrassment or some other experience that serves you not? Smile and ask heart to heart, “Show me a better way, please. And thank you.”
You are so very loved.