You need not suffer more. Take the amount of suffering you have endured and know that an equal and opposite Joy is yours for the taking. Can you imagine a Joy that intense? This is the gift your suffering can bring you, and yet, no suffering is necessary at all to know Truth. This is the point of the opposites: to bring you back to your center … to go out and explore, but to always find your way Home. You may wander off for a while, but Home—the center of Being—is within each moment, each experience. When you feel homesick and have suffered enough, become centered with the breath and look for a stirring of familiarity in the blessed silence. This is the starting point and the end point—the center around which all experience revolves … the Alpha and the Omega … world without end.
You are so very loved.