At times you may feel you do not live up to your ideal version of yourself. It is all experience. How does each experience feel? If you are measuring one against another, this will cause you to feel as a failure or as a winner. What if you simply observe each experience as interesting? Here you find peace. With no judgment, you can choose whether to repeat the interesting actions or not. Is this not more peaceful than condemnation for being human?
You are so very loved.