Step back. You wish to have a spiritual awakening? This is all you need do. You are used to seeing the world as “Just me.” You are used to turning outside of yourself for help. You believe the spiritual search involves looking for something separate from you, even when sages have been saying for ages, “I and the Father are one” and “I am That.” Step back. Who or what is able to step back? “I AM” you reply, and in saying these two words you have gotten a bit closer to the end of your search. Now step back again and again and again until you find the Subject of your search, not the object.
You are so very loved.