Each moment you start anew.  It is impossible to get through the earthly role without tumult.  Do you carry that forward with you and build upon it or create a clean slate moment by moment?  The answer is clear if you are experiencing chaos now.  You can find peace by remaining aware.  You can find peace by being present to the present moment and seeing it with fresh eyes.  If you must go back into the past, if only a moment prior, do so to examine how your thoughts may have added to your personal unrest and that of those around you.  All is interrelated.  To untangle the knots, disentangle yourself from past behaviors and emotions by clearing your energy field, then begin anew now.  And now.  And now.  Herein lies the peace you seek. 

You are so very loved.