Disillusionment follows revelation, for after there is great excitement, the pendulum does swing back to the other pole. This you know as the Law of Rhythm. Be not discouraged when excitement turns to doubt. The voices you hear are real. The knowledge you gain is useful. Continue your learning, but be not ever seeking. Simply be that which you seek now, and enjoy the journey. There will be ups and downs, revelation and disillusionment, but when all evens out, there in the middle of the pendulum’s swing you will find growth as well as peace. Continue asking for guidance within, and the answers will come, with the revelation that all is in perfect order always.