Do this, don’t do that. From a young age you are told how to behave and what to think. This is called conditioning. There comes a point in your life when the soul within says, ”Have you had enough?” Even though you are this soul, the conditioning has caused a sense of separate self to take over and run your soul-human life. When you have had enough of the restrictions and are ready to be free, you will begin to breathe in a different way. Deeply, dear friend. Slowly, beautiful soul. Looking within for the guidance that will not tell you what to do or how to think. As you breathe slowly and deeply you will simply know … freedom.
You are so very loved.
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The very second i was praying for direction, this email rang into my phone. During my prayer the response came twice to “go forward and continue”, at which point i stopped to read this, Sanaya’s collaborative message. Thank you for the confirmation!
Thank you Suzanne ❤️I don’t often get to thank you BUT Thank you?
Thank you received with gratitude!
Hi Suzanne. Today’s reading resonates with me in many ways. In particular, and amazingly (and I know it wasn’t coincidental), this morning it was brought to my attention: My relationship with my mother wasn’t as healthy as I use to believe. She was an empath, and often exhibited a state of hopelessness. As a result of this, and upon reading your article just now, I realize I was conditioned from an early age. My mother would always forewarn me of the “worst case scenario” in any given situation. This resulted in me feeling anxious and fearful about many things in life. As you described here, I was “conditioned” to consider that the worst thing that could happen, WOULD happen! This actually resulted in me developing mental health issues, including anxiety, depression, and then alcohol dependence. Fortunately, I got help to undo this negative “conditioning”, and am celebrating 11 months of alcohol free sobriety today! This is truly a Divine miracle, as on February 26/21, my precious son, Kev, transitioned at the age of 26. I found him in his ownstairs bedroom, in the house I was renting at that time. Shortly after this, I was in a terrible car accident (now I require back surgery), I moved from one Province to another, and had 2 accidents that resulted in badly bruised ribs, and 2 near missed car accidents. Right after Kev was pronounced “dead!”, I sat by his lifeless body for a long time, stroking his back, and felt a surreal, spiritual, peacefulness. And since that time, my life has been forever changed. Just like you, Suzanne, I became filled with questions, and became immersed in a “new spiritual world”.
What a blessing that you have found the miracle of sobriety and are facing your earthly challenges from the deeper perspective of the soul!
Gosh, this wisdom sounds like the challenges of adolescence, so beautifully described from a Soul perspective. Thank you Sanaya… how timely; first day back at school tomorrow!
i’ll never be conditioned i think outside the box unlike other people i love my freedom much
i will not be put in a mould i refuse
Dear Suzanne,
I am trying to follow, to free myself to lift myself out of it, but keep falling back. I am trapped in 3d life and the only way for me to free myself would be to abandon another human being who is dependent on me for survival and I don’t have it in me to do that. I am awake, aware and i am suffering and right now it feels unbearable.
I understand we are all connected and the truth is inside of me, but maybe I am just too dumb to find it. I don’t know what to do anymore. Please help me. I don’t know who else to ask
Dearest Juliette – the way out is to go within and find the part of you that never changes. This state of peace and total connection … this spacious aspect of you that is beyond the story and the suffering is your respite. Come to find and know this space. You find it in meditation. Begin with my SIP of the Divine (YouTube), then how about my Hemi-Sync recording “The Training Ground” to train your mind to go beyond the story with the intention to connect with your story-less soul. … and then find yourself a support group here as long as you don’t give even more weight to the story that is part of that support group. You are BOTH human and a soul. Find the balance and choose your point of view: human or soul. I pray this helps.
Dear Suzanne,
A few minutes after you replied my message (which I didn’t know you did till later) a beautiful being came and saved my life. That being is somehow connected to you and it was the love that you hold in your soul that made it possible. I felt this amazing feeling of peace and of being loved.
I want to thank you for what you do and also for seeing me and hearing when nobody else could. I am trying to find balance between this dimension and the other side of the veil. You are my hero. I love you with all my heart and I would really like to be like you.
I am always amazed on how many of your messages hit spot on. I love this and really needed this today. Thank you for reminding me to breath. ~ Namaste