A house is built one brick and stick at a time.  It is taken down much less carefully.  You have built up habits, patterns, ways of being one thought and experience at a time.  Some of your way of being in the house that is your story, serves you well.  Other rooms could stand a bit of updating or renovation.  Will you take them apart bit by bit or give those rooms that no longer serve you a complete makeover?  It need not take long once you realize that change is in order.  Beautification from the inside out can take place as quickly as noticing where the light needs to shine and turning it up.  You are so very loved.