It is with gratitude that I share this post by guest blogger Sally Stacey. Sally is the affiliate leader of the Boca Raton, Florida, chapter of Helping Parents Heal. We enjoyed an insightful phone conversation yesterday in which Sally expressed her concern about some misperceptions that many newly bereaved parents have that may impede their journey here in physical form. That misperception in short: Yes, it is necessary to raise one’s vibration to connect with anyone across the veil, but that does not mean pushing down or denying one’s grief.
I asked Sally to share the wisdom she has learned from her guides and from the passing of her beloved son, Tommy, shown here with Sally, in a special post so that I can share it with you. The insights apply to the grief after any passing, not only that of a child.
Tommy made it clear as we spoke that his mum WILL put all of this into a book, and I look forward to that day!
Parental Grief and Connection
by Sally Stacey
Time and time again, I hear and read of newly bereaved parents expressing concerns in relation to their feelings of grief. They fear that their feelings are a block, preventing them from having a relationship with their child. And no wonder, the link between grief and a lower vibration is widely talked and written about. Such fears can lead to parents actively suppressing their sadness and any feelings of grief whilst simultaneously placing all their focus on learning how to connect. The desire to connect is understandable…as is the desire not to feel the raw pain that arrives in waves and threatens to consume. Ironically, the suppression of grief, the attempted bypassing of it…can in itself become a block.
There is truth in the statement that grief can lower your vibration, but it’s only part of the story in relation to the grieving process.
Grief brings to the surface a myriad of emotions, some easy to understand and some confusing. The emotions that surface aren’t good or bad, that’s human judgement and labelling coming into play…emotions are simply valuable indicators of what’s going on internally. Each can bring much learning about Self as it is processed and ultimately released. When thought of in these terms, no grief emotion need be feared, considered negative or pushed away.
As many parents who have gone through the experience of child “loss” can attest to, the passing of a child can break a parent wide open. Every belief, every perception of the world and a parent’s place within it can shatter…and fall like shards of glass that scatter wide and far on a tiled floor. A parent’s concept of God can be all but destroyed. The outside world that was once so familiar keeps on turning, as if nothing has happened. Nothing makes sense anymore. Life will never be the same again. Choices, whether conscious or subconscious, are made as to the new life to be built.
So many questions erupt and come to the surface as grief rears it’s head. Some questions don’t have answers (in our lifetime) and acceptance has to happen by way of trusting in the unknown. For others, the answers come when they’re meant to…like pieces of a jigsaw that quietly fall into place as our grief evolves. The healthy processing of grief can provide enormous amounts of fodder for spiritual growth, it can lead to a beautiful and endless awakening. And the child who has passed understands the role grief plays, they have the bigger picture vantage point.
There are many variables that go into the raising or lowering of our vibration. Grief is but one. Love is the biggest one. Meditation. Prayer. Spiritual practices with or without a religious lean. Gratitude. Mindfulness. Ego related gunk that we accumulate over a lifetime which is either shed or kept. Mind Focus. Helping Others. Emotional Maturity. Kindness and Compassion. The list goes on. Yet, it’s grief that seems to get the worst rap in relation to vibration level and connection after a child passes. If you’re a parent who has a child in spirit, think big picture. Think big picture You. Where are your strengths? What can you add or improve? What can you work on whilst you honor your grief ? And by honoring your grief, I mean creating space for it…leaning into it, feeling it, learning from it and then releasing it.
As we all know, grief is a personal and intimate process…just as the relationship was and is with a loved one that has passed. In the short term, grief can indeed lower your vibration but when honoured as has been talked about, this period of time is not of significant length. And any lowering can be countered by ways such as described in the previous paragraph. In the long term, the healthy processing of grief and all its components….will raise your vibration. Grief and connection can and do walk hand in hand.
I want to say thank you. I have always been a very spiritual person
Not religious, but spiritual. I miss my son heart and soul. But, I Know he is here. I feel him. The times I feel him are actually when I’ve had a good day without expecting anything in return. It is the hardest journey I have ever walked and I have walked some hard ones. I will continue to move forward until I find out how to communicate with my son. I know I can and with this kind of support; I know I will. Thank you again!
This was a great piece and I am finding it to be very true, that grief walks hand in hand with connection. For some including myself, but obviously not for all, grief has led me to spirituality, to wanting to understand the big picture.
I’ve felt strongly for some time that death is not real and that my son is close by talking to me. I’ve also been confused by what role time plays in this as my sense of time has changed the moment my son passed. I think now though that I have started to join some of the dots and these thoughts have been coming through as sudden realisations to me that bring me to tears every time.
I’ve recently started a book called “A Course in Miracles’. From this and other Spirituality and Grief papers that I have read I feel like I now understand the relationship between death, time and love. Death is a product/function of time, that is death marks before and after so is therefore time dependent. Death teaches us that life could end at any moment and therefore we must love right now in the present as tomorrow may never come. It teaches us to not put off love a moment longer.
If we assume then that time does not exist then death cannot either therefore love between us all is eternal and can be expressed and received right now even with those that have passed. Love is therefore our only worthy legacy as it is what is passed down through the generations and those generations can feel and draw on it in their present (no time!!). By loving in the moment we realise Gods plan. Sally do you have thoughts about how time (perception of) impacts our grieving? So often people rush back to work as a distraction etc, but I found by allowing myself time to feel whatever I felt, that slowly, slowly, I was awakening to the big picture.
Hi Danny,
I’m sure you’re right in that your son is close by talking to you, I know my son is always only a thought away. You mention death and love and the relationship between them..my mind conjures up a picture of two spirits representing love. Both are wearing coats representing the body. Death is simply the shrugging off of the coat and the love continues. Perhaps another coat will be chosen at some point and worn for a while. Always, the love continues.
You ask for my thoughts on how time (perception of) impacts grieving. What springs to mind immediately is quality, not quantity. I love that you allowed yourself the time to feel what needed to be felt..making space to honour the grieving process is important. Sometimes people have no choice but to go back to work, and this need not rush the process. After the initial, very raw stage of grieving it is possible to respectfully put your grief on the back burner for a little while and then bring it forward later on…at a time when it can be given quality attention. I have done so. As to awakening, it’s a glorious feeling isn’t it? An ongoing, gradual opening up with no end in site….beautiful.
Thank you for sharing you thoughts and experiences here, really appreciated. Warm wishes, Sally
My mom died 52 years ago when I was 15. leaving a broken hearted husband and 8 children. There was no grief counselling back then and as children/ young people, we didn’t know how to process our grief in a healthy way so it was buried deep in our psyche. Nobody in my family has ever been able to talk openly and comfortably about our wonderful mother. My grief is triggered as a physical sensation in my core when I think of her or when someone mentions her name. I cannot prevent the tears/ sobbing that arises with this physical sensation. I have tried various techniques to try to break this memory/ physical sensation link and have read numerous books and articles and watched many video clips on how to resolve the grief I feel, but none of the ‘experts’ address this physical memory connection in a way that helps. My children (now adults) learned not to ask me about my mom as the inevitable tears and sadness upset them. I have no difficulty talking about my dad who died when I was in my 30s. The only positive benefit from all this is that I’ve been on a spiritual journey for many years which has been my saving grace. As I write this note I am sobbing for the loss of my dear mom.
Dear Anne,
I hope you don’t mind me commenting. My heart goes out to you here.
I’ve a suggestion. Instead of trying to break the memory/physical sensation link…try leaning into it. Talk about your mother, talk with her. Look at photos of her and reminisce over your wonderful memories. Feel all that needs to be felt. And when those tears come, welcome them. Let them flow and flow..for as long as it takes. It could be days, weeks or months before the tears subside..and that’s ok. Your grief was buried so deep that, just like a wound, it lacked the air it needed to heal. So it festered and became more painful. Let it surface, let it feel the air…and what better way for it to be cleansed than with your tears? And love yourself through it all, that’s important too.
Just a suggestion. Take good care of you. Warm wishes, Sally
Thanks for the beautiful inspiration.
I have not had that loss. This set of communications remind me to love now. I will work at staying conscious of the blessing you all are
What a lovely comment. Cherish each and every moment with those you love as this loss is profound and deeply life changing.