Just be yourself.  Source is truly en-JOY-ing being you.  And if you are not enjoying the experience, chalk it up as one you choose not to have again now that you have that check in the block.  No disrespect is meant to anyone’s pain.  On the contrary:  It is the challenges that allow you to enjoy the peaceful, joyful moments all the more.  Please remember:  Emotions come and go like clouds, but you will always remain the clear blue sky beneath them.  You cannot control the challenges or the human reaction which will, by nature of being human, instantly occur, but you can learn to control your soul’s reaction or lack thereof.  And that, dear friend, is peace.  You are so very loved.