When you bristle at an honor or a gift that others are trying to bestow upon you, receive it.  Why do you feel unworthy?  What in you tells you that you do not deserve it?  Nothing within your deepest part would reject love.  Only learned behavior and conditioned human thinking would be so foolish.  Accept that which is given in appreciation.  Accept that which is given in love.  Accept that all are worthy and you are an intricate, inseparable part of this flow. 

You are so very loved.