God-guided … it is a beautiful way to live. You do not give up your free will. You still make choices, but you know that there is Higher Guidance available to you always simply by tuning in to your heart. You no longer march off and do things on automatic and end up with regrets, feeling alone and filled with doubt. You pause for just a moment, remember who you are, and ask, “What is the best course of action now? What is my highest calling? What is the best way to respond?” You will find that when you exert this kind of free will—the freedom of turning your will over to the One Divine Will—and make your choices based on the guidance you receive, that your life will flow with ease, and you will no longer say, “When will I learn?”
You are so very loved.